Now for anyone who knows me- knows that school was my thing. I graduated High School a year early, never got anything less than a B in any class and was considered super "smart"
Here's the secret- I never opened a book. Never studied a thing and pretty much understood and Aced everything. I know blah blah blah.
Well when I got to nursing school, I once again never opened a book. I did however, accept the fact that between working full time, being a full time mom and wife, and a full time student- my nothing less than a B track record would not continue. Mostly because when I was in High School, thoughts like "what should I make for dinner?" "Do I have a coupon for dog food?" "Is the dog happy in his life in our house?" "Is Liv growing up happy?" "When was the last time I scrubbed the shower?" were not racing through my head while trying to take notes and listen to a lecture.
I learned and accepted that "C's get degrees" and while I could bust my ass, spend all my time studying (to make up for my lack of focus in class), and probably Ace everything- spending time with my family or having clean laundry became a little more important.
Does this mean that I will be a shitty nurse? Absolutely not because when I am a nurse no one is going to ask me what microorganism has the smallest cell wall?
How am I going to know you have TB? I will look at the Chest Xray and the radiologist will tell me! I won't have to know that the Bacilli enter the lung and form a tubercle and Caseous Necrosis happens, what I will have to know is how to explain to you that your loved one is dying or how changing your diet will improve your Type 2 Diabetes. Why? Because I have been there, done it. I have worked in healthcare for over 6 years. I've seen it all, smelled it all, and cleaned up after it all.
Right after I got my CNA- Note to self, White Scrubs suck!!! |
No patient is going to care about how I did on my Statistics Final or if I was on the Honor Roll every single semester- He's going to care if I have his best interest at heart and if I am qualified (in more way than one) to save him. And that's what I keep telling myself over and over, to make nursing school a little more bareable!!!
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